I HATE TODAY

FRIDAY , 30/07/10

Today , so HOT mah ~
I hate everythings happen today !!
I think this night i can release tension ...
WHO KNOW
Something big problem was happen !!
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARHGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I almost needs sleep in the jail tonight ...
WTF???!!!!!
I just want to watch the sea view and enjoy the wind !!
Got wrong mea??
I don't think i do the wrong things !!
I got bring my identity card, but they still need tahan me ??!!!
STRESSFULL !!!!!!!
Just now,i just feel want to scold that police ...
However, i control my emotion ~
I don't want do any case or any record ~
HAIX ==
Feel want scream only !!
I know i under age !!
But , the people under age can not have they own freedom mea ??
OMG !!
Feel want faster grow up and do what i like without anybody control ...
This night actually i can go clubbing and release my stress...
When i at infront of  BLUEWAVE ...................
Suddenly , my handphone was ringging ~
My mummy call in ~
Answer her call and her call me back !!!
Haix ~
Want enjoy also can not !!!!!


Just now afternoon , i went out with my friends and attend my piano class ...
I call somebody out ~
I hate that people's hand ~
Just feel want cut it only !!!
I don't like he touch me because he is not my BOYFRIEND !!!
I HATE HE !!!
And , i will not accept he as my BOYFRIEND !!
NO WAY !!
Not yet couple , already try to touch me ...
How about when already couple ??
Can not imagine it and don't want imagine it !!!!!!!
I already tell he i don't like the guys touch me EXCEPT my boyfriend !!!!!
UP TO HE WANT LISTEN OR NOT!!
One more time , he touch me !!
I know what should i do !!
HATE + STRESSFULL

Tomorrow want went out lagi ~
Hope everything will be ok !!!

To all my friends :
I  ♥ ALL OF YOU

GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY
-QUINA

Thank You, Teacher ♥

Thursday , 29 / 07 / 10

Today , i feel very happy because today my teacher give me back my handphone already .
THANK YOU , TEACHER ♥
But , i already promise my teacher that i will not bring hanphone to school anymore .
I am sure that i can do it !!
No handphone don't mean that i can not alive , right ??
HahaXD
At school , actually don't bring handphone also can because at school i don't think i needs to contact anybody .
If got emergency or whatever , i can use public phone to contact my mum .
The most important is i needs to pay 100% attention when teacher are teaching in whatever subject .
Focus !!
No more times to play at school or talking all the time at school .
And , no more gossip ~
Haha XD
Just now , when the Pendidikan Moral class , my teacher teach us about hak asasi kanak-kanak , hak golongan pekerja , hak wanita , hak orang kurang upaya ...
I ♥ this topic very much ~
Because for me , we needs to protect everyone of us especially the childrens or tenagers under the age and the woman .
Childrens or tenagers must be protect by their parents and must get the basic education , enough food and shirts . 
Women nowaday are same the man , they can have the same level of education and they also can get a work as a manager , engineer , architect ...
Not just stay at home , look at their baby and prepare meals for their husband .
Not impossible if one days a prime minister of our country , Malaysia is a woman .
HahaXD

Today also have a awful inccident was happened in my school .
Luckily is not my class .
But , that class just located beside my class .
A good boy was have a fight with one malay guy .
And , one of them had a serious injured .
That people bleeded a lot of blood fromhis nose .
I not at there when the inccident was happened and i just listen from my classmate who got saw that guy who was injured .
They say got alot of blood on the floor .
I want see that blood but when i just see abit of that blood , i direct back to class because don't dare to see more .
Haix-.-
Why they can become so brutal ??
How could a tenager wuth the age 15 can injured the people until the blood was bleeded ??
What happen to this world ??
OMG !!
Hope all of this will meet the end .
I could not imagine if all the tenagers become so brutal .
Who will continue to keep our country in harmony situation ??



I will not let  my handphone go away from me anymore♥ 


-Until here only lah for today ^^
I  needs to take bath 1st ...
Then, continue study later...
Good Night ^^
-QUINA

保持微笑

星期二，27/07/10

我答应我自己从今以后都要保持微笑。
哈哈XD
好废哦！！
今天，Teacher Yeo 说我变得有点不开朗了。
变到好像一个"NO FEELING"的人。
哈哈XD
Teacher Yeo 还说以前的我每次都带着笑容，和现在的我差好远。
有吗？？
我是觉得刚才我有可能是太眼睡了。
Teacher Yeo 又不让我跟 Jenny 聊天。
不眼睡都假啦。
也有可能最近在烦很多东西呱，尤其是学业。
现在呢，我舍么也不想理了。
我想要100%  FOCUS 在我学业。
PMR ARE COMING SOON
没时间再玩了。
好怕我PMR 成绩不理想哦。



刚才在学校，我们都忙着讨论这星期日的BBQ。
好迫不急待哦！！
哈哈XD

至朋友们：
希望这次的BBQ我们都会很ENJOY丫！！

                          保持微笑
**SOT already!! Want everytime keep smile... Scare later got people think i got something wrong owh...hahaXD


-until here only lah ^^
-Good Night
-Quina

幼稚+无聊

星期一，26/07/10


今天，像平常一样咯~
早上，上课；下午，回家。

奇怪！！
有一些人呢，就是那么幼稚+无聊！！
一点都不像一位十五岁的中学生。
我看比较像一位五岁的幼稚园小妹妹。
我不是说自己很成熟啦。
也没说自己很懂事。
只是觉得某人太可笑了。
就因为那一点小事，翻脸，报仇…
原因就只因为我没帮到他们收东西。
我承认我有答应要一起分工合做。
我也承认BBQ是我要开的。
但，BBQ结束了，我已经是半醉了的咯。
不信是吗？？
你们可以问当天有去那个BBQ的人。
我有OFFER我自己帮他们。
然后，他们就摆臭脸给我看。
还说：如果你要跟他们走的话，去啦。
哦给！！
我就跟他们走咯。
有错吗？？
我也不觉的我完全不负责咯。
因为，那天BBQ还没开始前，我有帮忙做很多东西了咯。
例如：排椅子，扫地，串sosaj，等等。
我至少好过他们咯。
昨天在我家BBQ是他们提议的。
但，一却都是我在做。
还好，有雯珊，健伟，植祥还有我妈妈帮忙。
该报的仇也应该报完了吧，小姐们？？
怎样？？
还不爽？？
还想报仇吗？？
还有，听说你们要SLAP我是吗？？
我好怕哦！！
哈哈XD
我觉的你们真的很好笑咯。



至：某人
不要说我过分！！
是你们先开始写我在BLOG的咯~
我只是学你们而已吗。
有错吗？？
讲我痒？？
没看过男子？？
哇捞！！
嘴巴又够厉害吗。
不错！！
够PROFESIONAL！！
还想讲我舍么啊？？
讲罢了！！
有胆，到我面前讲！！


*我看我不用写我指的某人是谁吧。



今天就写到这里而已啦。
晚安。
-QUINA

BBQ

星期日，25/07/10

今天的BBQ是舍么目的？？
请你大声的说出来！！
报仇？？
我一眼就看出来了！！
不用在那边假惺惺了！！
够了！！
虽然，我知道了目的！！！
但，因为友谊，我还是答应你们！！
现在，怎样？？
爽了吗？？
今天，全部都是我一个人做到完！！
从开始到结束都是我在做！！
我没说我不甘愿！！
我也没说我被利用！！
我也没说你们在那边痒，舍么也没做！！
够了！！
你们变了！！
真的变了！！
我不认识你们了！！
你们不是我以前认识的你们！！
算了！！
讲到底！！
坏的也不时我来当！！
因为你们永远都是好的！！
刚才，当我要解释时，你们有给我机会解释吗？？
没有！！对吗？？
我好好的问你们！！
你们有理我吗？？
没有！！对吗？？
我问你们BLOG上写的是不是我？？
你们说我乱承认！！
我说过了！！
有舍么不爽，到我面前讲！！
刚才见到面，你们舍么也没说！！
我想知道：

AM I STILL NEEDS APPRECIATE THIS FRIENDSHIP??

算了！！
你们要说舍么就说吧！！
珊：谢谢你刚才愿意听我的心事。

Until here only for today .
Good Night Everyone !!
-Quina

[Alone At School + Last Nite BBQ]

星期五，23/07/2010

超闷的一天！！
今天，本来是不想去学校。
可是，却被妈妈逼去学校。
没办法咯，只好乖乖去学校上课咯。
更惨的是，我的好姐妹们都没去学校。
唉~
在班时，头又一直“晕”。
我真的没办法听课咯。
一回到家，直接睡觉。
真的好眼睡！！
SUPER SLEEPY


昨晚，我和几位朋友在阿娥家开了BBQ。
满爽一下的。
这次的BBQ算成功啦。
YEAH！
我们在阿娥家BBQ到十一点左右而已。
好开心哦昨晚！！


哦给啦。
晚安XD
Quina ♥

数学！！

星期二，20/07/10

今天，没舍么特别的。
早上，上课；下午，回家。
跟平常一样。
好闷一下的咯。
刚才在学校上数学节的时候，老师教了新的一堂课。
就是画 Graft 罢了。
画到头都痛了。
有可能一半是因为我不喜欢画线呱。
唉~
回到家，又再复习初一的数学。
虽然是初一的，还是很难一下的咯。
我想这次我真的惨了。
考试我也不知怎样考才好。
过不久，又要考试了。
真的好怕我数学分又再跌。
如果真的再跌下去，有可能不及格了。
惨！！
真的惨！！
除了数学，我还烦科学。
科学又要背很多东西。
唉~
我的脑袋快要满了！！
时间又不多了，不知还来不来的及复习那么多科。
为了要考到好成绩，就算敖夜读书，我都愿意。



今天，我突然想念我老爸。
唉~
希望，他快点回来。
哈哈XD

爸，我好想你哦。

好幼稚对吗？？


好晚了。
是时候睡觉了。
晚安 ♥
Quina ♥

HANDPHONE

Monday , 19th July 2010
Today , my handphone not with me already .
My Geography teacher already take it away .
Feel sad T.T
Maybe now it already with dicipline teacher .
And maybe i just can take it at the end of the year .
More sad is that teacher already take my new handphone .
I just buy it last Wednesday lea , but already take by that teacher today.
Haix =.=
What should i do ??
Use back my very "LAOYA" handphone lorr .
No camera , No bluetooth , No song can listen ...
Just have colour screen .
Because my Sony Ericson handphone already "ROSAK" and now at "WORKSHOP" .
So hard to use mah my "LAOYA" handphone .
Nevermind .
At least , better then no handphone .
Luckily , i still got that handphone .
Just now at school ,  my Perdagangan teacher ask us to do account .
My god !!
I don't remember already how to start it .
Because already long time didn't do it .
That teacher still say who can do it the most short time and correct , that student can get RM5 .
But , my class student all can not do it before the next class .
SO , NO RM5 !!
HahaXD
Got abit dissapointed .
Maybe it just RM 5 ,but for a student lake of money like me sure it is important .

Back from school , i don't dare tell my mum about my handphone .
But , lastly i already say it out .
And , i give scold .
HAIX ~
I also don't want that teacher take my handphone mah .
But , how ??
I can not do anything lorr when she instruct me to give her that handphone .
Feel sorry to my mum lorr .
SORRY , MY MUM !!


oK lah .
until here only for this time .
Goodnite everyone .
-Quina-
Feel sorry !!

[WEEKEND]

WEEKEND??
STAY AT HOME??
BORING!!

Today , i just enjoy my weekend at home and don't go anywhere .
Feel weird ~
Just watch a drama and had a snack at home for a whole day .
If i everyday like this and don't do any exercise .
Sure in 2 weeks , i can become a "FAT" girl .
OH NO !!
Can not imagine it !!
Just now , i think i want study but when i open the book , direct feel sleepy and don't know how to study .
Now , i really worry about my academic .
Become so worse .
My first pra PMR marks all subject drop .
August still got exam .
If drop again , i think i don't have any confidence to take my PMR examination .
Haix~
Really worry .
Worry i can not let my parents happy and feel proud with my exam result .
I really don't want let them feel dissapointed .
I just want a simple smile from them when they are looking at my result .
Not a dissapointed and unhappy face .
No !!
Get 7A in PMR maybe is not a simple job .
I think i needs to pay more time for study .
Ya!!
I should do it !!



2 days ago , i and er had go out to attend our piano class .
After that class , we have a tea and talking about about our past time .
HahaXD
Funny !!
I miss the time we together pass especially when we at form 1.
Form 1, we had together escaped class and get a punishment from dicipline teacher .
WOW!!
Form 1 d us so dare mah , never scare a record or any surat amaran .
Still can show our smile when teacher are scolding us .
We are so enjoyed our life mah that time .
Miss it so much .
Form 2 still can relax and don't have any study pressure .
Still got alot time to hang out with friends .
And i had lie my mum just for go out at night .
HahaXD
Funny right??
Now, i don't need to lie anymore and can go out .
But , still need see my mum's mood . 
But , now i get alot of pressure .
Not just a study pressure .
Sometimes, becauseof that pressure .
I get Headache !!
Sometimes, i give up !!
I feel i can not face it by my own .
That time ,somebody come and help me .
That is you , F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!


I know , i had do may wrong at you all.
SORRY nad forgive me please .
HahaXD
You all is my the most best friends.
I love all of you!!

Until here only for this time
-Quina-
Friend , i appreciate you!!

新电话+McDonald

高兴！！
好高兴啊~
妈咪今天心情好好噢~
送给我一架新电话。
高兴死我了。
哈哈XD
可是，那架电话的相机好老呀咧。
拍到不美的。
唉~


晚上，我，月，建章，伟强，阿志…
去了McDonald 。
哈哈XD
很好玩一下的咯。
跟他们聊天能让暂时忘掉所有的烦恼。
虽然只是暂时性的，我也满意了。
我真的以经好久没酱开心咯。
好久没这么开心的跟朋友聊天。
超高兴得吗~
希望以后，我还有酱的机会。



今天，你说你要和我在一起回。
我真的不知怎样好。
想答应你，但我怕我后悔。
我真的不要再会去那“超烦”的日子。


今天，我成功祝他生日快乐。
哈哈XD
无聊对吗？？

到此为止。
晚安。
—QUINA—
我还爱你吗？？

我讨厌红蚂蚁！！

超闷的一天~
好闷咯在课室没事做，只是和朋友们聊聊废话。
唉~
今天就只考一科地理而已。
好难的一科咯！！
今天不知怎么了，我班多了一大群红蚂蚁。
讨厌！！
害我不能安心的睡觉而已。
好闷咯~
一放学，就一副眼睡的样子出来。
唉~
刚才，我真的好想要睡咯！！
红蚂蚁，你怎么不让我安心睡觉呢？？！！
—讨厌死红蚂蚁！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！
回到家，就直接睡觉~
有够爽吗~
哈哈XD


今天没舍么事发生。
就是普普通通的一天。
也是一个满闷的一天。


明天就是他的生日。
我该祝他“生日快乐”吗？？
应该吗？？
想祝福他，但我能吗？？
我行吗？？
我真的好想忘掉他，但我为舍么就是这么难忘掉他？？
唉~
不说啦~
该睡觉啦。
明天再打算要不要祝他“生日快乐”。
不要烦啦！！




晚安。
QUINA——
****超想某人****

忘记你，从新开始

对不起！！
我又开始想你了。
我真的骗不了我自己。
嘴巴说忘记你的话，都是假的吗？？
难道，我还爱你吗？？
不！！我不能爱上你！！
说到就一定要做到。
要回单身日子的人是我。
但，怎么一直想你的人也是我？？
你呢？？
就是那么辛福。
刚才看到你，我却无法和你聊聊天，一起和茶，等等。
也许，我不习惯和你有个距离。
可能，我需要跟多时间忘记你。
对！！我需要的是时间。
可是，我还需要多久？？
不行！！我需要在最近的时间忘记你。






忘记你是我该做的事！！
忘记一切，从新开始！！
对！！
这就是我想要的！！
努力读书~
得到让家人满意的考试成绩。
说到做到！！
我会的！！
加油！！


PLEASE DON'T LET ME SEE YOU ANYMORE
Please...
Now,i am trying to forget you...
I don't hate you...
And i don't love you...
Hard to say what i feel now...
If can, i want avoid myself to see you...



Until here only for this time...
Too late already...
Good Night
-QUINA-

[ MID-YEAR EXAMINATION ]

Today morning , my mum and me went to take my mid-year examination result .
However , i feel i'm lucky because my class teacher didn't complain anything to my mum .
If my class teacher is a "BIG MOUTH" .
Sure now , i will get a FREE BRAIN WASH .
HahaXD
My result ??
Okay okay only .
Not too good and not too bad .
Don't have any improvement , just mantain as my last year result .
Number 5 in my class , number 9 in all form three class .
But , i will do more better than this mid-year exam result in next time exam .
And , i  must get alot of A as possible in my PMR .
Because , i already promise with my mum and dad .
I really don't want let them dissapointed lorr just because of my exam result .
I really can not imagine their dissapointed face .
OH NO!!
However , i won't do them dissapoint .
I will study as hard as possible just because don't want let them dissapoint .
I  will leave my hp , notebook , television , shopping time , hang out time if i need to do that to achive a good result .
I will do it if that can help me achieve a good result .
Prepare to say "GOODBYE" to all my HAPPY HOUR .
No more time to enjoy , now is the time to study hard .
"STUDY FIRST, ENJOY NEXT"(created by one of my classmate)
Ya!! Its right !!
STRESSFULL!!
PMR coming soon!!





Love??
NO MORE!!

Yesterday , my school got invite a counselor (maybe) from outside to give a talk about" ANTARA CINTA DENGAN CITA-CITA"
Bt , i didn't join that programme because the teacher don't ask me to follow it .
I just listen about this programme from my friends .
HahaXD
For me , i will choose CITA-CITA !!
CINTA??
Not now !!





Okaylah.
Until here only for this time .
Good Night
~Quina~

[考试]

今天是考试的第二天（预考一）。
过不久，就要考PMR了。
唉~紧涨死了！
好怕不及格哦。
今天，年中考试的成绩出了。
我得了全级第九名。
还不错啦~满高兴一下的~
哈哈XD
但，我希望这次会比上次好。
人就是应该一天比一天好吗。
我真的很后悔不专心听课，只故着玩，不故学业。
现在，只好临时保佛脚。
好惨哦！！
“曾经努力过，那才是最值得。”
对！！Simon 说的对。
我答应我自己再也不会浪费时间。
我会好好的用大概只剩三个月的时间努力。
我有努力过，所以就算成绩几差，我都会学习去接受事实。
PMR！！我会为你而奋斗到最后一分钟！！
我不会再走回一前那个没前途的路。
逃课？？跟老师做对？？不听课？？当学校是自己的家，想怎样就怎样？？
我是不会再做那些傻事。
只是浪费时间。
两年多时间，那么长的时间就这样失去了。
多么不值得。
算了！！过去的事就让它过去！！
不说往事了！！
要说就说现在的事。
明天就要考数学。
加油！！







你？？
我好笨！！
说好了上次那篇文章是最后一个关于你的文章！！
说好了再也不会说往事！！
说好了再也不会提起你了！！
说好了再也不会想起你！！
说好了再也不会管你的事！！
我真的失败了。
失败忘记你。
听起朋友们聊到关于你的事。
我假装不管你。
其实，我就是忘不了你。
好多人说，你是PLAYBOY。
我相信他们。
因为，
我现在只好用这方法讨厌你和忘掉你。
我真的好笨，对吗？？
我会努力忘记你！！




不说了！！
是时候睡觉了！！
晚安。
—QUINA—

[对！！全都是我的错！！]

“对！！你说的对！！ 全都是我的错！！你一点也没错！！”
这就是你想听到从我嘴说出的句子吗？？
听清楚，我是不会做酱傻的事！！
你以为你大过我，有钱过我，就很了不起吗？？
你错了！！你连一只“狗”都不如！！
只会眩耀自己很有钱！！
还有只会管别人的事！！
拜托你啦！！
管好自己的女儿先啦！！
不要酱多事！！自己女儿要当"BITCH"了！！
还来得及管我！！
SO PROFESIONAL
一个字“赞”！！
真的让我太欣赏你了！！
如果对你来说，我真的没礼貌！！
你一点都没猜错！！
我只是对你无礼而已！！
因为我真的没学过如何尊敬一只“狗”！！
我求你啦！！
不要到处找事，小心被人打！！
我只是可怜你女儿而已才好心劝你！！
怕你女儿没饭吃！！
我所说的人是：TEO TXXX PING

今天心情真的很不好
刚才在学校上公民时，老师给我们看了一个超感动的短片。
是关于我们世界所发生的事就是关于到打战的，世界被破坏等等。
真的让我感到好难过。
伤心...
今天差点就不用回几家了。
因为被老师扣留。





哦给啦。
到这里而已。
晚安。
QUINA