I HATE YOU AND THE PEOPLE HELP YOU KEEP THAT SECRET!!!!

Today,i feel somthings different...
Don't know why i feel i can not trust you anymore...
And,i flashback what the villagers of the village now i live saying about you...
I thinks got abit true what they say...
I don't know why before this i always put you NO.1 in my heart...
I never thinks that you are the people like the villagers are saying...
Maybe is because the weird that the people that help you keep this secret show to me...
They like help you hide somethings from me...
They like talking with each other using some signal when talk about you...
But,i don't understand that signal...
I things now they are thinking how to tell me the true...
But,i hope the truth is not like what i things...
Because i hate to listen the truth early than you own mouth!!!
I hate when all of you acting just because want help that unrespossible guy keep that secret...
Please~Please don't do me guess the answer of the question....
I scare i am right...
If you all scare if you all tell me the truth i will hurt...
But more hurt if you all let me do the predict...
Actually,I HATE YOU ALL!!!
WHY I CAN NOT TELL YOU ALL THAT I HATE YOU ALL!!!
WHY I STILL RESPECT YOU AND THE PEOPLE WHO HELP YOU KEEP THAT SECRET???
WHY???!!!!!
ITS okay...
Nevermind!!!
I just want to know until when you all want keep that secret...
1 years,2 years,5 years,10 years,20 years or until got one of us leave this world???




*badmood!!!


okaylah...
nite...
need to have rest...
-Quina