Ambition ?

My ambiton ? I am thinking right now , what actually my ambition ? Am I got ambition ? I always say that my ambiton is "LAWYER" when others ask me . Maybe that reallyy is my ambition . Deeply in my heart , I also have a dream to become a famous "Fashion Desighner" , "Interior Designer" , "Architectiure" and alot of Job that have relationship with our creativity . But , lawyer don't have any relationship with creativity . 100 % NO ! So , feel weird when I say I want to be Lawyer but I love the job full of creativity ~ Haha !

So , what actually in my mind ? What I want to be ? Maybe still early for me to think about the JOB . But , next year , I have to make decision . Which class I should enter ? If I also don't know what I want . I am in dizzy to think about it . However , I should face it . I also sure not just face it but  everyone will face it . So , I can avoid it . Now , I just can think clearly what I want , what I need and what actually on my mind . And , I need to make sure that my decision will not make me in "REGRET" . Hope so = )

Last Wednesday , when I at UBK , I had saw an University that can help me to make my dream come true . Erm ~ I mean my ambition to be Lawyer . Don't know that University good or not lah . However , in that "Risalah" , I just need 4 year to take the "Sarjana Muda" certificate and I can become lawyer . But , that University in Malaysia , so , I need to forget my dream to go overseas if I want enter that University . Which better ? Overseas University or just stay here ? Haha ! Sure oversea , right ? But , that all depend on my result . Just wait and see !

Now , I don't want talk about my ambition already . Actually , now I am thinking about what my friends had said to me . About their life ? Felt dissapointed when heard it . Why they want do like that ? Ruin their life just because an unresposibble guys . Sorry to say it . But , it is true ! Just form 3 , how could they do it ? I can not understand what on their mind ! OMG ! Maybe I am not who to them . Best friends ? Maybe not too close . Classmate ? Ya ! Just a classmate . So , I think I can not advise them . Just can listen what they say and felt dissapointed . I know not just them destroy they own life but alot of others at outside there . Think clearly ! Just that I can say . Before do anything , please use your brain to think it . And , I will never stop advise myself to love my life as  possible .

Still in waiting . But , not  waiting for my lover . Waiting for my result . Still in praying . But , not praying to hope my lover come to me . Praying to have good result . Ya ! GOD bless me = )

Happy weekend .
Need to fetch my brother now .
Bye .
-Quina